This morning finds me reviewing my health plan to make sure Mental health is covered. Good news, it is. I’m depressed and I am well frustrated by it. Since I can’t manage to do anything. I’ll attempt to use my anger over the situation to change it. The intention: find a shrink and get on some anti-depressants. Even though I am damned scared of the side effects and how young the science is on brain health. I tell myself I’m choosing a lesser evil. In all honesty, I don’t know. I’m scared but I’m more furious than scared. That’s what’s driving me now.

When I am complaining to my cancer patients about my problems, eff me! That is so wrong for so many reasons.

So this is today’s post. I’m gonna get to work.

One thought on “Looking

  1. Rachael

    Good for you for taking care of your health. Only you can do that. One thing to remember is with anti-depressants is it might take a few different tries to find one that works. Don’t give up. Also check the differences between generic and name brand. there is a sometimes a difference..specifically with Wellbutrin. Name brand is better. Did you get my email regarding other treatment options btw? I can dialog a little if you want to. BTDT with P and my mom for that matter.


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s